out of nowhere.
today i had this familiar swamping feeling. but one from years past.
a feeling i couldn’t understand, and still can’t.
i feel lost. sucked in. under a cloud.
breathless.
scared.
beauty.
have stopped me from the world. the parallel one, the one here.
my real world distractions mean more right now than the blur that gets us away from things.
if expectations are too much.
the rain came down.