i realise now. that i have to face the changes. transitions have occurred with my closest; when i have been experiencing life, and they haven’t confronted that. the most important people have swayed away. jealous, ignorant, remorseful. what’s left.
i don’t think about what i don’t want to happen.
like when it will no longer be.
it’s a common feeling.
we’re all looking for the happy ending, right?
unfairness is when you need a friend, and they dismiss you.
worries too great to share.